when love is the only word that comes to mind
I dont know where to begin, how to say the feelings I have for this situation. How to take out the yelling and screaming and hold back the crying. I have no clue how to tell you that I dont want this to be over. I dont know what to say that will make you want to come around. Its not that I regret the situation, its just your not doing enough to make it better. I am sorry I need so much from you, the one I usually have nothing to say to. But, here I stand alone with the many loved ones who say they care. Because those who love you the most never know what is killing you inside. This fear that lives within my heart may never look away from the facts I find relevant to tie up a little closure. To take this day and place it in a box marked "lost love", and let it sit by my door untill you come by and carry it away. Taking more than just a box with you, I hope you have a hard time finding the words that were put aside just so I could give you the room you needed. The time that was for us to grow apart and still hope that one day all the mis leading lies may be put in a box and forgotten about, just for one day. Because you dont know how much this connection lead to my interior destruction of all the ways I use to love. But it also lead to the path of love that was created for you. The way I say and feel these emotions that seem to touch gently upon each and everyday. The soft whispers of endless memories and broken love songs that pass through this endless daze. oh what a world I love to be in when you are not with me. How the letters that seem to ever come break me into phrases of poetry. Of romantic novels filled with nothing but someone elses day. and the fact is you never left my heart because I control of own emotions. and you must have nothing more to say.
